6 Hours

I leave for the hospital in about 6 hours. No big suprise I can't sleep. So much seems to be missing in my life. What if these are the last 6 hours of it? I keep thinking of all the things I haven't done and all the people that I have lost touch with. I haven't been a very good friend to some amazing people. I got to thinking about what people would say about me if I was gone. All I can think is "She was a very sad girl that never fully used her talents.